bummed in a scrapin' way-not life

I had applied for a CT, I wasn't going to, but I really like this designer, her post at DST and her designs....she posted today and I didn't make the cut for her team. I am invited for a guest spot. I am torn, because I did one guest spot and I felt like an outsider and did a one kit call and didn't like that much either... I don't want to be a butt and say NO thank you to the guest call....dang it.


Anyone out there have suggestions....


I should never have applied as all the designers I am CTing for are like on major mojo overdrive and have kits flying into their shops! I am feeling a bit low in the "you weren't picked" area...but I have an awesome wedding love kit to play with from Carolyn Kite, who made the cutest blinkies for her team.
And Doris Castle blessed the CT's socks off with gift certificates to almost every designer in her shop at ScrapBook Graphics. I am still unzipping some of the marvelous goodies.
Dear Jenny gives me carte blanche to make brags, word art and QPs, and is smile in herself!
And my first boss, Charlie gave me the chance to even do a CT, she is the one who taught me how to bundle your freebies...poor dear I sent her the whole huge PSD first time, and I don't know how many times I have sent her an email with the 4share link missing....her patience is amazing!
There I feel better, I will tell the wonderful designer, I would love to give it a whirl for February, after all it is only 28 days!

Never lose your joy!